Dear friends,
For those of you who have read any of my blog posts or commented, thank you for your support.
I’m shifting my blog to blogspot, so if u r interested to read my blogs, do visit me at http://ry-thoughts.blogspot.com/.
Thank you!
Felt like writing something, after abandoning this blog for months….
was studying for drugs & disease test,
and suddenly i felt sad for ourselves (human)…
The more i study about diseases, the more i felt helpless against nature..
We can’t stop the progression of Alzheimer’s Disease.
We can’t stop the development of Parkinson’s Disease.
We can’t cure a HIV patient. We can’t even clear 100% of something like a flu.
Yes, alot of once-no-cure diseases have been cured, and diseases of a wide range have had some kinda treatment,
but still, diseases evolve faster than human can catch up,
it’s an endless race between human n diseases, which human always fall behind.
it’s a sad thing to noe tht a relative, a fren or myself might encounter some of these diseases that cannot be cured one day…
day by day the body deteriorates, struggling juz to move a finger, words are shy to come out of the lips…
I don’t wanna wait for death in such indignity form…
Tht is juz so not cool…. not cool at all….
Still, the fact is that, some ppl died in such conditions… I think it’s a tragic thing for human….
They’ve spent so much time, money n energy, talking bout war, power, politics, sex, entertaintment…
Y don’t they put more of these efforts in improving qualities of life and health?
U put f**king millions of dollars into ur political campaign, juz to be elected the most powerful man on earth…
U put f**king billions of dollars into the war against countries which are helpless against ur mighty artillery, in the name of ‘PEACE’…
Sighs… if all these money are used in more appropriate fields, im sure it would b a great thing for human race…
SO ARE the highway toll concession issue, n other governmental projects in msia….
It’s a disappointment to c how our government deal wif these issues….
the ppl’s money, are not used wisely… they’ve flowed into certain ppl’s pocket, i pressume.
As a malaysian, of course i hope my country is in good hands, n ruled by wise leaders, capable of leading the country forward in all aspects.
we don need MPs who talk nonsense in the parliament, citing racist, sexist, idiotic statements. PLEASE, b more productive, don take those who voted u into the parliament as morons. Sick of those monkeys and donkeys… THAT’S RIGHT!!
MONKEYS & DONKEYS!!
hmm… last complain, i hope JPA will be more considerate with the sponsored students in the future….
don simply put some camps in the middle of our studies, or minutes before taking off to overseas..
don ask students to spend few hundred ringgit to make an ‘impractical’ blazer juz for 1 or 2 occasions. it’s really impractical, espeacially during economic crisis. I CAN FEEL THE CRUNCH!! CRUNCH CRUNCH!!
V r young adults, n v r mature enuf to make certain decisions n hv our own views… so pls treat us wif more respect.
I will certainly come bck to serve my country, this is my home… I have my family and frens here, n i’d like to do something for my country and the community as a token of appreciation for providing me the opportunity to study abroad.
I’ll curse those who use the ppl’s money to study in overseas but do not want to come bck n contribute towards the society. Curse u!
I felt low when i knew i hv to go bck for tht stupid camp….
ARGGHH!!!
They lied!!
They said we need to attend this camp once only b4 going overseas!
Now they say the cert i gained 2 yrs ago in tht stupid camp is valid no more!
wat the hell….
Although it’s not as bad as hell, still i don’t think it is necessary to hv such a camp…
a waste of time, energy n money.
N plus, i had some nightmarish experiences there….
HORRIBLE!
SIN YE!! WE HAVE TO GO FOR THE CAMP AGAIN!!!
Another disappointment from the Malaysia government.
When i read the newspaper today, i was shocked by the news that the SinChew reporter who wrote about the ‘pendatang’ thing by our outspoken “DatuK” Ahmad Ismail was detained under ISA.
What the FU*K!!!
What had she done??
She juz wrote wat she heard during the ceramah at Permatang Pauh…
Tht’s what a reporter do…
She is not like, the paparzzis in Hollywood or HongKong, chasing our “star” Datuk Ahmad Ismail around, trying to get some “exclusive” red hot news and create rumours blah blah blah…
Malaysian journalists, especially chinese newspaper reporters, i believe, have their very own professional ethics.
They don’t create news. They don’t modify news.
They REPORT news. They report what OTHER people said.
Our politicians, hopeless.
What values do v get from this incident?
1. People who had said insulting racist things got away lightly, people who reported the insulting things that the no-brainer said got caught.
2. People who had said insulting racist things can juz deny it n he does’t even hv the guts to apologize, turning the blame to people who reported what he had said. Mayb because he is a Datuk.
3. Leaders can’t even noticed the anger n disappointment among citizens, they failed to take appropriate action, response idiotically, n do something tht would further arouse people’s anger. Poor Malaysia, no wonder Malaysia is still going no where after 51 years of independence.
4. They solve cases very easily. Can’t shut people’s mouth? ISA. Poor reporter, i have my utmost sympathy to u.
Sometimes i wonder, why is this piece of land, blessed with natural resources and free of natural disasters, failed to become a paradise for Her citizens?
Because of the policies, i must say, n the one who is responsible will of course be the government.
They never really care what people think, do they?
Some of them juz sit on high posts, so tht they can suck money more easily.
Do they noe y there are so many human resource outflow happening in Malaysia?
Mayb they noe, but they juz couldn’t bother about it. They are bz insulting each other through mass media and bz digging more money.
People left because they are disappointed with how things are going here. It’s not an ez thing to leave friends, family and memories behind to go to a foreign land.
But sometimes, when u c continuous unjust, uncivilized, dumb things happening, u feel disappointed. u juz feel hopeless.
I’m pursuing pharmacy course, sponsored by the government.
I do hope to come bck n serve my fellow Malaysians one day, because this is my homeland, no matter how bad is it, i still have a deep affection to Her.
But if things are forcing us to leave, v hv no choice but to leave and find a place where v r welcomed, and not juz seen merely as a “pendatang”.
God bless the reporter, and RPK, and our Seputeh MP.
Dear Tiffany,
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It has been a long time since i last see you…..
How are you?
I miss you…
I don’t dare to say that i miss you all the time,
but i do miss you at least once a day.
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How long is it from now since we last met?
8 months? 10 months? 12 months?
Although we talk in msn and phone,
but talking in such way is never as good as seeing you every day….
a
Things are going fine here, until recently…
something happened, quite unpleasant….
but don’t worry,
everything is just fine now, just fine….
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Just hope that i can hug you and kiss you once more…
just once more…
smile always ok my dear?
miss your giggling laugh 
take care always yeah…
May God bless you…
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With Love,
Daniel (1987 ~ 2008)
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* This is just a fictional letter, imagining the last letter that Daniel would like to write to his loved one before taking his last breath.
* There are no solid basis on the contents writen in this letter.
* No offence to Daniel, his girlfriend, his friends and family. This is just a way to commemorate our friend, Daniel who passed away in a car accident on 14 August 2008.
* Daniel was my housemate for the past 1 and a half year. Although we did not have much conversation, it is still a sad and shocking news for me. Rest in peace.
General elections i’ve seen in my life had never been so exciting b4…
a dramatic result, seeing opposition obtaining the biggest victory in decades.
a good message delievered by the people to BN government: LISTEN TO THE PEOPLE!! DON’T BE TOO ARROGANT!!
it’s a nice thing to c some ‘leaders’ or so called ‘wakil rakyat’ who doesn’t care anything about rakyat, got voted out.
A big RED CARD for u!
be sporting and leave in peace…
if u wanna get ur votes back, start doing something USEFUL.
it’s good for a change, after so long, when ppl start to take things for granted.
this will cause some instability, but hopefully not for long, as a new group of ppl need to adapt to their new roles.
actually wat ppl wanted r pretty simple:
(1) listen and response to wat people say;
(2) respect people’s rights in relegion and culture;
(3) be fair to all citizens;
(4) be transparent in national policies.
Government gains power from the support of rakyat,
if a government doesn’t care for rakyat,
rakyat will lose faith to them and the government will fall.
hope tht BN will learn from the fall in this election,
and hope the opposition will do well for the benefit of Malaysians.
the people will open their eyes wide and c whether their choice are correct.
will Malaysia turn a new leaf? and becoming a better nation?
we’ll wait n c….
Year 2008,
My 2nd year in undergraduate program.
but things, are not going very well for me.
sometimes i find myself only able to talk to my love one,
only her, the silly gal understands me well.
i find it difficult to talk to other ppl,
not because there aren’t nice ppl around,
not because i hv communication problem,
but i juz coudln’t speak to any ppl,
anyone tht i’m not familiar with….
i felt difficult to open my heart to accept anyone tht is complately new to me.
i think the last good fren i had is eric when i was in college…
my best fren n room mate then in college
mayb it’s bcoz i don talk much…
im not gifted with a good sense of humour, or the power to attract listeners,
i often felt ignored when i speak..
mayb tht’s y i don speak much, coz no one listens…
so i better juz keep my mouth shut.
i felt safer tht way.
n tht i miss my secondary sch life even more.
i was quite well known tht time, ha!
n i enjoyed my successful secondary sch life.
i’ve learnt quite alot of things after i step into higher education life,
n reality is always cruel…
things juz don go according to your way somehow.
i’m not enjoying my uni life, yet perhaps.
i can’t find the passion to be involved in any uni activities,
not like secondary sch.
i don wan to stay at the same spot after finishing secondary 5 yrs..
i wish to move on n enjoy,
but i juz cant find the motive to do so…
i failed to get motivated.
i’m grateful tht i’m lucky enough,
to hv my family,
and a silly gal tht is willing to be there for me all the time.
i owe u my dear silly gal..
2007, is a new milestone for me….
i have started a new life….
new life in university, new life with my love one…
cleared half of my blog posts months ago…
not that i can erase memories from the past,
juz tht i don wan the past to bind my footsteps forward.
it’s a new life rite?
i wanted to write something in my blog for the past 9 weeks, but i juz couldn’t drag myself to type a few words…
lazy me
unexpected things happened…
wonderful things i guess…
orientation week is a crazy week….
real crazy….
n really tiring as well….
but honestly, it’s kinda fun oso when think back…
haha….
studies now r still kinda basic,
only a small portion is tough.
timetable oso quite free, but i don really like writing reports every week haha…
the worst thing in this area is tht…
NO FOOD AVAILABLE!!!
every nite hv to think wat to eat…
nasi lemak? cafe food? instant noodles? or even bread??
tht’s so shit…
met some nice ppl here,
n i spent my time quite freely here…
but muz remind myself often:
PROCRASTINATION IS NOT GOOD!!
better start studying haha…
frens out there, do take care..
i’ll take good care of myself as well.
凌晨一点二十六分。
刚看完台湾综艺节目“我猜我猜我猜猜猜”。
我一直是这个节目的忠实观众，
哈，从去年中开始就不断追看每一集，一集不漏。
到现在，是杨丞琳的最后一集了…
后面的告别会，看得鼻子酸酸的…
虽然她不是最好的主持人，她也不比阿雅搞怪大胆，
但都习惯了看我猜时有她。
节目中的回顾，真的是看她从一个黄毛丫头蜕变成今日的“可爱教主”。
四年的变化可真大哦…
看着过去的一幕幕，百感交集。
原来，终有离别的一刻，曲目告终。
我们，何尝不一样？
小人物一样有离愁。
回顾生活的过去，
一样有喜有悲。
回想一切是如何开始，
又是如何结束…
悲欢离合，只不过如斯…
再难过的离别都不再是生活中的重点了，也不是终点。
它不过是抉择下的伤痕，会复愈的。
开心的过去，伤心的离别都不要带着走，
现在只希望得到发自内心全然的祝福。
祝福我。祝福大家。祝福丞琳。
公平，真的存在吗？
一命还一命公平吗？
强奸犯坐牢四十年鞭挞二十四下公平吗？
很多事情，做了就不能回头了，
成了就无法改变了。
杀了人被判死刑，
有的人会说老天有眼，那个人该死。
但判刑结果只是让多一个人死，一案两尸。
受害者，究竟还是没办法复生。
强奸犯对受害者造成的身心伤害是一辈子的，根本无法弥补的。
四十年监狱？可以让受害者的阴影一扫而空么？
老天有眼？凶手杀人时老天睡着了吗？
色魔犯案时老天不在乎么？
若要说那人命中注定有此一劫，怨不得老天，
那该怨谁？老天为什么要如此安排？
为非作歹，恶贯满盈的败类为何能，长命百岁，寿终正极？
呱呱坠地的婴儿，还未看清世界就被抛弃野外，任由自生自灭，他又何罪其有？非落得如此下场？？？
若要硬扯上前世今生因果报应，既然前世的记忆已被带走，前世的债为何要今世来还？？真的很说不过去….
这跟老公借贵利，老婆别追债有什么分别？
这世界，打从开始就是不公平的…
有些人一出生就含着金钥匙了…
有些人一出生就得面对饥荒疾病…
有些人一出生就再离开这世界了…
人为也好，自然定律也好，
为什么他们没有决定自己未来的权利？
往后的日子也一样…
有些人长得比较好看，有些人生得比较聪明，有些人样样皆精…
到了读书，就业，养老…
不是每个人都有个 happy ending…
努力打拼结果不一定是大富大贵；
一生行善乐施不一定好人有好报；
有情人不一定终成眷属；
总之，世事并不是循着乌托邦的形式走的…
一切都没有理想中那么好。
个人觉得，首先就是要明白，“这世界，本来就是不公平的。”
但这不是放弃生活，也不是对人生的悲观看法。这是现实。
让这世界混乱的人着实不少。
打着正义旗号，暗中打着满盘鬼主义的人；
喊着和平口号，却穷兵赎武，唯恐天下不乱的人；
贪财好色之徒，制造的社会问题更不在话下。
当然，也不否认有尝试让世界更美好的人。
只可惜，在如今社会的运作下，
权利资产很多时候是掌控在少数人的手里。
好的领袖还不要紧，最怕是贪得无厌的领袖…
只要有留意时事，不难发现，世界上的人大多都属于不幸的。
那这世界会有公平的一天吗？
应该不会有…
我想我们能做的，只有默默地发挥人类好的一面，
别让这世界变得更糟糕。
既然没有能力让世界变得公平，
让她变得好一点就算是红利了，不是吗？
所以，请各位面对事实，
觉得自己不幸的人要用行动来让自己的生活更好；
觉得自己很幸运的人，不要忘了为这世界出一分力。
别让倾斜的天平更加倾斜了哦！！
