Place of Thoughts..

Juz finish reading Dan Brown’s "Angels & Demons".

no wonder his books can bcome world’s best seller….

a really interesting book, like "Da Vinci’s code".

im not only attracted by the exciting n breath taking plots,

but the views bout god n religion as well….

it somehow gave me some inspiration.

haha, not tht i will join Christianity bcoz of the book,

im still a free thinker,

but to some ppl who claim themselves as a true follower of a god,

regardless of wat religion,

do they really noe wat r they believing?

do they really believe tht thier god is almighty?

do they really believe tht, god is watching over them?

science n religion… is there any relation btween both?

can there be any relation btween both?

who noes…

actually, i don care bout tht. haha…

ppl asked me,

‘wat is ur religion?’

‘im a free thinker.’

i can feel their sympathy to me..

a free thinker? where shall u seek for help when u r lost?

who shall u pray to when u feel helpless?

who shall lead ur soul to brightness when u r in darkness?

where would ur soul rest after u die?

haha… after 20 yrs livin without prayin to any god,

im still here. alive. happily…

nobody ever, i thnk really saw god…

yet, they pray to Him, talk to Him, seek for His forgiveness…

if u really believe tht god is really watchin over us, frm up above,

fine, im ok with it. i don doubt ur believe.

tht is wat u BELIEVE…

i hv my BELIEVES too….

u believe in god, i don. we all hv our own BELIEVES…

although our BELIEVES r diff, but BELIEVES drive us forward…

so, not havin a god in believin, is not a pitiful thing my dear frens,

if u believe in wat u believe,

ur believes will guide u through ur life…

if u ONLY believe in science, science is all tht matter to u,

so be it, believe it.

if u claim tht u r a follower of the god,

but yet u disobey His teachings, doubt His appearance,

or WORSE, misinterpret the true meaning of His religion,

then u r more pathethic than any other human on earth…

a lost soul….

So, believe in wat u believe,

no matter it is religious, science or anything tht u trust is rite,

anythin tht will not harm others, peaceful,

y not carry on? without a god inside ur heart is not a shame,

without any BELIEVE is a shame…

shame as a human,

a creature gifted to be able to think…

Angels & Demons…..

they r everywhere

   

人生路是不会一直平坦的…

当你知道的东西越多，

责任就越多，烦恼也越多，压力当然也越多…

很多东西开始需要好好思考，好好斟酌。

生活中充满了选择，充满了考验，

稍微错误的决定可能会造成不可收拾的结果…

生活是残酷的。

绝多时候，事情是不可能两全齐美的，

必须作出取舍，作出选择….作出牺牲。

对，多么地残酷，

为了梦想，为了将来，

不得不作出牺牲，

更糟的情况是，当事情不由你来决定，不由你来选择….

你完全没有选择的余地。

你除了硬起心肠，含着泪挥挥手，还能怎样？

不是说有意志，有斗志就可以坚持的…

有些时候，坚持的人，

如果不懂得变通来面对，

坚持就变成了固执，变成了愚蠢，

这样只会造成伤害，

对自己，对别人。

向现实低头，跟现实妥协，

不一定是懦弱的表现，

有时侯要作出这样的决定，

是要有很大的勇气的，

因为一个决定，或许意味着从此以后的生活巨变，不能回头了…

分开并不是任何人想面对的，

但在没有选择的余地，

这样或许对大家都比较好。

当两个人无法共同面对生活时，

分歧与不解，难免会出现的，

毕竟两人都有自己的生活，都有自己的路要走…

好漫长…没人知道前面等待的会是怎样的命运…

所以，请珍惜现在拥有的一切，

失去了，就很难得回了…

BTN’s KEM BINA NEGARA…….

a living hell to me….

no, it’s not physically tough,

it’s mentally tough…..

it’s a 5-day mind torturing camp…..

the worse part of it….

i fell sick during the camp……

oh my god!!

look at my face!!!

damn it, chicken pox……

n red spots all over my palms n feet…..

it’s painful…..

felt like givin up….

but if i giv up, i fail, n i hv to go for the camp once more….

NO WAY!!

die die oso muz tahan until the end!!

sighs….

a stupid camp….

try to brain wash me? no way!

i’ll do things my way, n i’ll noe wat is best to do….

hopefully,

i’ll come back to serve malaysia,

not bcoz of the BN government,

not bcoz of this stupid camp,

but for my beloved family n frens……

now im feelin very itchy on my face (oucchhhh!)

n pls recover faster! i wanna go out~~!

i don wanna continue the misery starting since the camp…..

i wan freedom….