Place of Thoughts..

Year 2008,

My 2nd year in undergraduate program.

but things, are not going very well for me.

sometimes i find myself only able to talk to my love one,

only her, the silly gal understands me well.

i find it difficult to talk to other ppl,

not because there aren’t nice ppl around,

not because i hv communication problem,

but i juz coudln’t speak to any ppl,

anyone tht i’m not familiar with….

i felt difficult to open my heart to accept anyone tht is complately new to me.

i think the last good fren i had is eric when i was in college…

my best fren n room mate then in college

mayb it’s bcoz i don talk much…

im not gifted with a good sense of humour, or the power to attract listeners,

i often felt ignored when i speak..

mayb tht’s y i don speak much, coz no one listens…

so i better juz keep my mouth shut.

i felt safer tht way.

n tht i miss my secondary sch life even more.

i was quite well known tht time, ha!

n i enjoyed my successful secondary sch life.

i’ve learnt quite alot of things after i step into higher education life,

n reality is always cruel…

things juz don go according to your way somehow.

i’m not enjoying my uni life, yet perhaps.

i can’t find the passion to be involved in any uni activities,

not like secondary sch.

i don wan to stay at the same spot after finishing secondary 5 yrs..

i wish to move on n enjoy,

but i juz cant find the motive to do so…

i failed to get motivated.

i’m grateful tht i’m lucky enough,

to hv my family,

and a silly gal tht is willing to be there for me all the time.

i owe u my dear silly gal..